November 1st. Woke up early thanks to my alarm screaming at 3 a.m. I grabbed my phone, turned it off, and crashed back into an short epic dream. One hour later, I was ready to get serious about getting up, so I chugged up the Red Bull waiting next to my mattress. C’mon, fill me with your quick magical energy!
I felt the kick, no going back to rot. Stack up my black puzzle mats, ready to start the day. Honestly, being able to sleep like a rock on a bare floor is kind of my proud skill. Warm shower, some deep thoughts, a bit of preparing up. Then, I hopped on my chopper motorcycle in my running gear, off to up the mountainside. I was ready to make this morning feel good. Ah, welcome to a classic early-month tale, where the energy flows flawlessly like a waterfall with a rainbow beneath.
Cruising through the village, breathing in that fresh morning air, although the view was a little hidden by clouds and a light drizzle, I loved the ride, vibing with video games soundtrack from my half-ass wireless earphone. After the ride, I took on a 5 km run for breakfast hunting. Treated myself with tuna and veggies; simple but seriously tasty! Then, it was back for a quick shower. Not a bad way to kick off the first morning.
Not gonna lie, these last few months have been kinda overwhelming. Modern-life problem has had me insane, whether it’s the systems in society or technology or just the way people are these days. It’s been like this since the end of Q2 in 2024. Months of trying out this “modern normies lifestyle”, especially in this developing country, and let me tell you: it’s been driving me nuts, even pushing me toward burnout! It kinda made me lose myself and dragged me into a depression state.
But now that it’s November, I will letting that all go. I live in a time when even a little break in self-control, awareness, or patience can make us an easy target for distraction and destruction, getting torn up by noise from every direction. But hey, I’m still conscious enough, and I’m not giving up. All of this, it’s enough material for the character-development arc. Here’s hoping I can learn and grow based from this.
Making the world a better place? It’s either a mundane grind or just some villain’s wild fantasy, but hey, at least we can try to be better ourselves. I want to share my energy, spirit, values, and efforts through some storytelling. Hopefully, it’ll be useful out there~